My mind was racing and after I had broken up with my long term boyfriend, I thought all passion within me died and yet here I was exploring another ma...n’s body with such passion that was almost animalistic. He hurriedly grabbed me closer and before I knew it picked me up with those strong hands and walked towards the large bed in the room. He cast me down in the center of the bed and fell heavily on me. He quickly undid my blouse and I thought he was going to take it off completely over my head.. Once in our stalls our pants hit the floor at almost the same time. If not for the old guy at the urinals I wold have dropped to my knees in front of glory hole right away. I sat down on the toilet and stroked my hard cock. Jim did the same and turned his body so he could look through the hole. I could not believe some one was watching me stroke my cock. I had been in this john and others like it in the past year and every time I got scared and left before anything happened. A few time my fear. All the things I think a young man needs to know, the important lessons in what to do all that hardness. I was determined to test my skills in getting that throbbing hard cock deep down in my throat, and I needed to test my desires.It was coming to the end of the school year and we continued to flirt, but had not had a chance for an encounter yet. Of course I continued to have to run home after school, tear off my sexy wet panties, and rub my pussy til l achieved an orbital orgasm. Every time I. As soon as the doors close, I lose it. I crumple to the floor and cry. I pull up my knees and bury my head in my arms and let the tears flow. I know I should stop but I find I can’t. When the elevator stops at my floor, I am too upset to get out. I try to compose myself before the doors close, but I’m too late and the elevator moves again. I stand up slowly and wiping my eyes on my sleeve, I sniffle softly and move to push the button to my floor again. As always, I am weary after crying. I have.