It took almost 10 minutes for a waitress to make it to his table so he ordered a double gin and tonic and a shot of whiskey. While waiting for her to ...return with his drink, he watched Tabby work from afar. He watched her work in admiration as he drank his mixed drink and listened to the Irish drinking songs. Tabby was rushing around, trying to keep up with the orders while trying to stay cheerful. She was laughing with the customers and dancing around having fun while doing her best to make the. I swear to you, I’ve never cheated on you before, I’ve never even seriously thought about another woman. I swear to god, I love you, and I wouldn’t ever hurt you intentionally.” “You’re an atheist.” Alice said with disdain, rolling over. *One Year Later*John wrote another book and it was picked up by a small publisher. The book was fiction, but based on his own life. John had written about Alice and Natalie among other things. The publisher liked his book, but asked that he ‘flesh out’ the sex. ”“Quiet down, come on in.”Getting inside my room, he said, “I’m sorry Matt. I didn’t realize you would take it so personally. Are we OK?”From the bed, I said, “Yeah, we’re fine.”I got up off my bed and went to give him a big hug. I think it made him uncomfortable, so I let go after only a few seconds.“Speaking of sex,” he said, “Do we need to have a talk?”For a split second, I thought of giving him some grief, but all I said was, “I know how everything works, I’m not a virgin!”He looked at me. Upuntil now my couplings with other men had been restrained, never quitegetting what I wanted (as it has been with women too) but today I actedshamelessly, pursuing my fantasies and getting the best sex of my life.I've been frequenting the Sauna a few miles north of Manchester for someyears, usually while in a heterosexual relationship. Most years I went lessthan five times but each time was usually fraught with nerves, with everyvisit my confidence grew until on my last visit I found a man who.