The pizza arrived 20 minutes later. We eased into conversation. She said she was late as she was having car trouble. We relaxed and I put on Power. Sh...e had only started watching it and was only a few episodes in.I asked her about what happened with her boyfriend. I wanted her thinking about the sex she was missing. It felt like it was something she had to get off her chest, "we broke up a few months ago when I caught him cheating. I saw texts and pics on his phone from some hoe he was. There were some women's fashion magazines that had been in the same spot for months. Before you and Mom got your divorce, they were never touched. All of a sudden someone is interested in them. And there was that box of stuff of Mom's she still hadn't came over to get that sitting in the garage. Clothing, cosmetics... women's items. I though you had decided to start throwing away some of it but I couldn't figure out why you wouldn't just throw the whole box away."Shelly sighed and looked at. ‘Sometimes I can swear I feel him with me and hear just what he would say.’ She clutched the mug until her knuckles were white as she fought back tears. But when she finally had drew the courage to look up into the man’s face, she saw her fight was for nothing as she watched huge patches of wetness trail unchecked down his dark skin. If he could be brave enough to share his pain, she supposed she could risk a little in return as she felt the first drops begin their journey down her cheeks. His. I'll bring the kids over early this Wednesday. I'm sure they will enjoy their stay with you. I envy them."She didn't answer my question and I think I saw a little regret at how her life was turning out.I went over to the big house to see if Ashley would pay me for six days work. I was flat broke and needed money for food. Per our agreement, I had my figures in hand when I knocked on her back door. She was a little pale."Hi Ashley, not feeling well? I can come back later if you prefer." No, come.