I know you'll take care of Amber either way. Be there for Allison if you can. There is some information I need to leave with you just in case. Rod wil...l make sure you're notified if things go wrong and if that happens then the information I'm planting will move to where you can reach it. If that happens, then I want you to walk away from the rest." Jimmy, how can you say that? Walk away from Samantha and those other poor girls? How can you even..."I cut her off. "Lizzy, you can't help them. You. It's only in the last few weeks that I've been able to coax a smile out of her once in a while." I paused and watched Laura double over in her chair as she cried."She screams and attacks anyone trying to hold her back from getting to me if I have to leave her somewhere for an unexpectedly long time," I said quietly. "She's terrified someday I won't come back to get her. Can you imagine what that fear must be like to a little girl not quite four years old, Laura? Can you?" I forced myself to. I felt a tear trickle down my eye, and involuntary response to the pain. ?Four?, this time he hit my thigh. I was confused, this really hurt me, but I felt as if I was getting wet. This treatment was actually exciting me. ?Five, Six, Seven?, these came in quick succession, all hitting the same spot on my thigh, it hurt so much I thought that I was bleeding, I screamed into my gag, unable to hide my pain. ?Eight?, he hit my backside again, extracting the response he wanted,. He staggered back. I kept the hoe from falling and began to hoe. He came back at me and I decked him using one of the moves from Mom Janice. I stood over him. I said, "Bobbi, tell this worthless excuse for a male that my husband does not limit my activities nor do I his. We are equal. If he ever wants to be a man, he needs to treat women respectfully and as equals. If he doesn't treat me respectfully and as an equal, I will make him a woman. And, Bobbi, don't be polite."She apparently did and I.