If tonight Isn’t the night she will speak up and then decide where to go from there. The safe word is red. If she utters that word, you stop and bac...k away slowly. I will hold her hand, watch for cues or signs of discomfort. This, this is insane! What you want to do to her is nuts but she can’t seem to get it out of her head so here we are!”I’m wondering what it will feel like. I’m wondering what drives this fantasy in people. I’m secretly hoping I don’t cry, or worse hyperventilate from panic.. ” “Would you like to hear me play something for you, even though I am not a wise old man?” “I’d love that and you’re right, you certainly don’t look like a wise old man.” “Oh, and what do I look like?” She stood up, shifting one hip to the side and posed like a sexy model with one hand on the back of her head causing her tits to strain the tight sweater. She stepped towards me and her knees touched my knees. She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “Tell me what you think I look like.” “You. "Alright, alright, let's forget this conversation ever happened sweetheart. I know we haven't had much time together lately. I promise we will get more time in Atlanta. Why don't you take the rest of the day off and go home or shopping. We leave Sunday about noon." Derrick put his hand under Judi's chin and raised her face to look at him.Judi looked up at Derrick in obvious relief. Wiping her eyes, she smiled and thanked Derrick sincerely. Derrick leaned down and kissed Judi. His tongue entered. He started to leave and thought he heard her say under her breath, "I tried."Again he stopped and asked her what was that she just said.She said, "Oh please excuse me, it's a habit I have of taking to myself. It was not that long ago I had an alumnus come in and give a donation to the school. He also told me that we were constantly praising former athletes and should give some acknowledgement to alumni that have been successful in business and contribute back to the school. This donation would.