I mean I'm good!' she said, 'This is definitely...um, a lot to take in.'I held her by the shoulders and ran my hand up her neck, holding the back of h...er head as I spoke to her.'You're doing so great, sweet thing,' I said, 'I can imagine this is a lot. Tell you what, what would you like to do right now? What's something you can focus on that will help you stay calm and get used to this?'She thought briefly, and made up her mind. 'Could I suck on your penis, Mr. Stevenson? I kind of just got. She took a deep breath, then she began to tear my heart to ribbons. ‘Her name was Tikki.’ She said. ‘Tikki Stoddard.’ I waited for her to continue. ‘She came to me from the college as a model. Not quite twenty, beautiful, with the perfect body for the job. We became friends, and some time later, we became lovers.’ ‘What happened, Jenn?’ I asked, not sure if I wanted to know. ‘We were together for almost a year. It was the day before my opening at the Conrad Studio in Boston. I was all packed. I don’t welcome it, but the slaps distract me from the sucking hole in my chest. She stares at me glassy eyed while I say, ‘I just thought that fuck head should know how I want you.’ ‘Take me to my car.’ She says her voice breaking. She opens the door and steps over the threshold. I am defeated. The fact that I made my move is little consolation. I have fallen, it’s the same result. I watch her march out of my kitchen in my favorite clothes. It’s hard to breathe. I robotically follow. She gets. ." I unzipped him slowly, " ... she was frightened, I imagine. The older was away, feeding perhaps ... Except..." Except what?" Michel was slipping my buttonless blouse away, so that a breeze caught it, carrying it away like a dying bird."There was too much blood." I reached inside, stroking Michel's cock. "It's cold out here." You won't feel it, I promise." He kissed my left nipple tenderly and it had already grown hard and long, the skin around it breaking out with goosebumps."They were doing.