Nan called Lou into the room and asked him to make us some cocktails. He did as told and brought back icy glasses of scotch. We all drank, listening... to the music. We talked and Lou began warming up. On our second round of drinks, Nan told Lou she had a surprise for him. She was going to dinner with friends and I was going to stay and help Lou with his dinner. She left the room to get ready. Lou asked me to join him in the kitchen to start preparing a salad. He asked if I wanted wine. I waved him over to me, and I could see the trepidation on his and Jennifer's faces."Are you doing okay Dex? Having any trouble coping with the violence?" You mean at the apartment, or when mom found out that I let you get hurt?" You had my back son, and that meant a lot. Juan would probably have gotten the gun back and shot me if you hadn't been there. Hell, the dumb son of a bitch tried it with the police there. I'll clear it with Sharon. What I meant was what happened at the apartment.. I went into my room and put on a sex corset on it had chains all over it and I put black stockings on my legs. And I sprayed Victoria's perfume and I guess it was already 11:00 I had a knock on the door and it was Keegan I opened the door all the way and he seen me and his eyes opened big. I invited him in and told him to sit down. He did as I said, I got by his legs and bent down and sat on my knees. I looked up a him an said "I know you seen my naked. He just nodded. " Now I'm going to do. Just try to relax and let it be natural; it will come easier thatway. The Wardens are large powerful, commanding men, all true Dominants; youcan't help but respond to them. And in a very real sense, if you fail to pleasethem, well...," Paula trailed off. Cathy and Paula sat together, slowly eating, each lost inthought, Paula hoping for the day her Master would return, Cathy hoping shewould be able to survive the days to come. "Is this breakfast, lunch,dinner?" Cathy asked. "No, don't ask a.