”He was actually making some very good points.“I know, but Marilyn's only been gone for three months and... I still feel a significant amount of l...oss.”Marilyn was our fifteen-year-old blonde Chihuahua who we lost to cancer. My previous statement was true, her death wrecked me for a while. I loved her so much, the heartbreak was almost unbearable.He looked at me sympathetically.“We can talk about this later, I know you still need more time to grieve.”I thought for a moment."I worry too. I worry. I have my own personal desires in this, and I will do what I can to make things go the way I want." He emphasized it strongly, HIS way. Inside, my stomach was churning, and I knew I needed to support my wife, I needed to do something, anything, to protect her.I knelt down suddenly, and looked up into His strong eyes with a pleading. "Please Master. Please.... I don't care what happens to me. Just.....please...take care of Anna."A smile crept onto His face. "Yes, very good eddie. Keep that train. Believe me I was soon home, she explained that firstly it was her period, and had been since Saturday, and secondly that it was about Gerald`s problem, during the weekend, she had, as women do, analysed all the facts that she knew, doubled it and divided by six coming up with a theory, which she promised to tell me about as and when I had answered all the probing questions she now threw at me.They started with, “had I watched the films before and had I seen all of them?” “Well, no probably not. Shiva was very happy to hear that and immediately obliged. He woke up the other watchman to take care of the gat. Then he kept his hand around my waist and walked me towards the lobby lift. While moving towards the lift, I was so dizzy I again almost tripped.This time my boobs fell straight into his hand. He got a good feel of my naked boobs for a second. I could feel his erect dick near my thighs. Shiva now knew I was not in a position to oppose. So he innocently roamed his hands over me,.