'I have to be strong for him, ' she told herself, driving their 4runner to the hospital. The other doctors gave him three month to live, perhaps four.... Her eyes were full of tears when she parked her car in an area for 'Guest Doctors.' She sat in the SUV getting herself composed. She was glad that Miriam, a nurse in the clinic, agreed to take care of Jenny and Anna while she picked Ed up and brought him home. She already had a talk with her daughters and implored them to be 'little ladies' while. Rather than immediately getting out of her car, the woman sat there staring at the apartment door trying to work up her nerve to approach it. She almost drove off, but didn't. She finally got out of the car and approached the apartment door. It was the only walk that was completely cleared of snow. She shivered when a frigidly cold gust of wind hit her.Samuel had been staring at the distant wall for thirty minutes when there was a knock on the door. He slowly rose and went to the door. He. " So what happens now with us is goodbye."She looked uncomfortable as she nodded. I looked her in the eye and asked, "You still want me though?"She nodded again, silent now. I took a moment to study her, the dark hair, full lips and her chest moving slightly as her breath became shallower and slightly (but noticeably) faster."I've know you for five years now, and I think I understand you pretty well. You want to be a good fiancée, and eventually a good wife, but you're still physically. "I licked, sucked, gobbled, and drank from both Char and Rene. Renedidnot tell me both Char and her were having their period. Rene also hada yeast infection. Char unrinated in my mouth Under 'Biker Rules' I hadearned my 'Red' wings, my 'Green' wings, and my 'Yellow' wings. Char said, "You did well. Now we do have one stop to make on the wayhome."On the way back to Char's place I was 'Bitch' riding behind Rene on mybike. Char was driving her bike and we pulled into a SuperMarket. I wasforced to.