Yet, every time I’d think I was approaching orgasm, I’d get scared and stop. Obviously, I was still a virgin and, truthfully, I really wasn’t su...re what I was feeling. It was all new to me. That said, I’m not sure why I didn’t carry on to enjoy the ultimate sensation when it was getting harder and harder to stop. Believe me, my clit was on fire.I was so involved with my life in the outdoors, I never let anyone get close to me. Yes, I had friends but I never told them about my safe place.. Kevin also wondered about his mother's sex life now. He could hear her moaning at night and wondered if it was in pleasure or pain. They seemed to be happy but he could see subtle changes in his mother. She spoke up less, deferring to him most of the time. She almost seemed afraid of him.Kevin wasn't afraid of him physically. He had just passed his test as a 4th degree black belt. Besides, Quentin was about five nine and he was six foot one in his stocking feet and out-weighed him by thirty. You are free to masturbate as much as you want but with a catch.First. Do you know what’s Edge Breaker? It means that you have to keep track of the times you edge on your first day of the game and the following. Every time you jerk you must break your Edge Record. You must break it every time you masturbate: you have to edge at least 10 times more than the last time, but that’s just a minimum. Let’s say the first day 50 edges sound like a promising start, so on the last day of a week time span. "So.....Be careful with her," Amber quietly commanded. Mark furrowed his brow inquisitively and listened to Amber's advice. "She. Is really...tight. Okay? You could hurt her. Sorry if I am getting in your personal business too much, but I can tell she has not had sex like that before. So all I'm saying is, be careful," Amber finished her monologue, as Mark acknowledged with an understanding nod.Amber rolled away from Mark and began the effort to get dressed. I lay on my side and watched her put.