"Two or three times, in fact." And what brings you here this time?" she asked, feeling butterflies in her stomach. This could be trouble, because she ...knew she couldn't refuse him, but him coming here every now and then wasn't going to work either. He couldn't afford it, for one thing."I kind of got in some trouble," he said softly."Oh?" I guess I kind of got to liking it when I didn't have to stop myself ... you know? With you?" he added."Uh huh," she said."Well Matty didn't mind. In fact,. ...I stayed extremely busy that whole afternoon. There was no organized opposition coming our way yet, and every moment of digging and chopping and working would be invaluable. I'd long been a student of history, and one thing I learned from Grant versus Lee, from Caesar versus Pompey, from every smart general before the age of tanks was this ... defenses can be used as offense. They can destroy an enemy's ability to defeat you. I knew that and Seeks and his cronies didn't. They were cave men.. Spontan sagte ich dass mein Liebesleben ziemlich kurz sei im Moment.Ich konnte mir auf die Zunge beissen bei diesem Satz.Wie konnte ich ihm nur so etwas erzählen.Ich trank meinen Kaffee und er genoss sein essen.Wir fingen an über Gott und die Welt zu reden. Ich konnte mich nicht daran erinnern wann ich mich das letzte Mal so wohl gefühlt habe.Er stellte selbstgebrannten Schnaps auf den Tisch.Ich sagte dass es wohl noch ein bisschen früh sei für Schnaps.Er meinte nur trink einfach der Rest kommt. Then, there was this one man.He (and I knew it was a ‘He’ by the touch of His rough hands and the smell of him) came to me and just stood in front of me for the longest time. He didn’t touch me at first, but just the closeness of Him was enough to feel His body heat. He finally did touch me, but at first on my hips, not that He felt me up, pinched me, or slapped my bare skin, but He just firmly caressed me up my sides to the top of my arms then back down to my hips. He did this a couple of.