She wanted to mentally shut out the feel of each penis in her mouth and the taste of each boy's jism. She especially wanted to eliminate the feel of a... penis down her throat. It was like she could still feel it in her.She washed harder."What's taking you so long?" Kelsey yelled.Kelsey's voice startled Deanna. She almost dropped the soap."You're clean. Dry off."Deanna shut off the water and stepped out. The towel was so plush and the bathroom was beautiful. It was the bathroom attached to a guest. She's beautiful but she also had to endure a lot of bad years. If notfor her uncle knowing me and telling her about women who couldn'ttransition like she was about to do she would have killed herself."That caused the boys to gasp in shock, but she nodded and added, "It'sthe sad truth. Her uncle got her the help that she needed, just as youruncle got his in-laws to get me the help that I needed. I was able tohold off my feelings and use other outlets such as dressing, but shewasn't. I dressed in. I can do this in my sleep. Even drunk-sorta. Stoned-nah, hated that. Give me some coffee and get outta my way. I'll eat when I get around to it. Shit. I woulda been good. Fuck the high level clearance and random substance abuse testing. You couldn't pay me enough to do that shit. It's basically the White House pointing a shotgun to the back of your head and whispering "Just relax and focus on your job- everything is fine." But you can't classify data/ and intelligence without first laying eyes. I was sitting in that premises and I was observing him, I went to him and asked you are powdering the grains very well from where did you learn this, in a very light manner, he replied that this is a not big deal to me since I had done this for many ceremonies.After some time we went to the storeroom to get some essential things, suddenly Ramesh pulled my hand and asked me do you need anything ? I angrily told him to leave my hand and asked him if what someone sees us like this,he didn’t leave.