"Mum, I'll, um, I'll see you for dinner, okay?" Of course," mum chuckles. "And good luck with your manager." Thanks," I giggle nervously. "Hope I don'...t need it..."After a quick pit stop at Kayla's flat, where she paints my nails a deepred colour and changes into her own pink skirt suit, I find myself stoodside-by-side with my tiny blonde friend outside the offices of HeavenlyTalent- the exact same place where I met her over a year ago. I take adeep breath before coolly striding inside, trying. Don’t postpone your happiness. Don’t always sacrifice your happiness for someone else. Society is just hypocritic. You deserve all the happiness in the world. If you are unsatisfied it’s ok to spend one or two days in your life with someone that makes you happy.Trust me, from the words of many women whom I have been with, their life has transformed after they have spent time with me. They topped exams, excelled in careers. It’s just like having the gratification that you are postponing from. To make ends meet Jim worked as a sign writer for a large company. Everyone knew that Jim was her lover but even in the supposed free-wheeling and open 70's, it still wasn't OK to be living in sin. Especially not in lovely middle class Kogarah Bay, a suburb of Sydney. I first met Pam when I cruised around to pick Smithy up before going to a friends exhibition. On entering the house the smell of incense filled my nostrils and even now, thirty years later, whenever I smell incense the. I closed it and sat down to think, I was once againexcited by those images, but in a weird way, I could not quite figure itout.In need of fresh air I went out and almost without planning it ended up atthe mall. I had the money mom had given me... Underwear, that is what Ihad told her I needed. Drifting thru the mall I ended up at the store werewe had bought my suit.Walking around the male section I picked up a pair of blue jeans and ablack t-shirt while I searched for underwear, of course all I.