Several others on the dancefloor also seemed to be thinking of this, and through the flashing lights we noticed them gawking at us. Jane broke out of ...our grasp and moved to dance on the edge of the crowd. We had pushed her too hard, too soon. And when we tried to resume dancing close to her, she gravitated back to Julian, forgetting about me. I couldn’t compete with this man on any dancefloor even if he wanted me to win. His sexually charged body sent pheromones flowing across half the club and. Dark strands of pitch hung limply against her face, oily tendrils clinging to her brow. Hollowed cheeks, gaunt frame spoke of iron control and wild helplessness, the faint taste of bile lingered at the back of her throat. Beauty was fickle, the slender frame now skeletal, ravaged by years of starvation and her skin sagged on her dejectedly, the lines that burrowed into her brow premature. Rumpled clothing, the kind that one bought in the attempt to feign wealth, in cut that nearly draped. "Josh,..." It's ok sis, I have it on good advice that I am very good at this, just relax and let the girls position you"With Roz and Jacqui on either side I didn't have a choice, my legs were spread and Josh got busy with some scissors and then the gel. The gel, oh my goodness, the gel. Now I could sense why the gel needed to be rubbed in so thoroughly. Who am I kidding? This was getting sexual. I, who had never had a boyfriend, who had never masturbated (could barely spell the word!) was. "Doesn't that look wonderful?" she asked.+Well, "wonderful" wasn't exactly the word that I would have used but Ijust answered, "Yeah, I guess." Oh, don't be silly," she said. "Now put on your pair of black sandalswith the four inch heels to complete the outfit." Complete the outfit?" I asked. "Like, no pants or shorts, or skirt, oranything like that?" No silly," she said, "your new lingerie looks so nice on you that youdon't want to hide it. Come on now, put on your sandals and come downand fix.