And of course, Raphael trusted him with the Rod of Irel, trusted him to carry his orders out and not die until his orders were set irrevocably along t...heir path. A small matter of enlisting a nation of millions to guard the Rod was a trifle, compared to the strict geas Raphael had placed on Carus' soul. Carus had felt the weight of it for over a thousand years during what should have been bliss in the Blessed Fields of Elysium.Then McAllister had broken the geas.Carus had felt it in the instant. There was no more me in my body as I got to my 6th glass and her on her 3rd, after a bunch of talks about the university and the hectic work life of hers. I got a snap chat from Yusuf, it was an image of him and his girl at the pool with him wearing nothing and with a caption saying, do my balls look hairy, well that’s what you can expect from the drunk Yusuf. What didn’t I notice was that his mom had taken a peek onto my phone and she let out a laugh, “What the fuck is wrong with my son? Is. Tears welled up in my eyes as the emotion of realising that for the first time to the outside world I looked something like how I felt Inside.Susie then got dressed, applying her own make-up, dressing exactly like I was. I could see how nervous she was in for the first time understood but just as I was subservient to her she was subservient to her daddy.We went out to the living room and Susie lit candles to create the perfect ambiance. It also had the advantage of the lights not glaring at me. “She was a virgin Zach. She was innocent and pure and I didn’t want to scare her away.” I wanted him to understand why I did what I did. “You’re very…dark sometimes and I thought she might leave me if she thought I was forcing her to have sex with another man.” I shrugged again. “And yeah maybe I was jealous that she might choose you over me. So I kept her to myself.” Zach’s head turned to me swiftly and I heard him inhale sharply. I actually heard him swallow.“And now? I need to know.