? I see love, andlust in them.? "I love youBaby."? I manage to whisper before Istart to cry.? You hold me close, lettingmy tears flow and not asking w...hy.? I stopa few minutes later and I look at you.?"I've missed you so much, it makes me feel bad how many times Itold you no before.? I'm going to dobetter, I promise."? You look atme.? "Jen, I love you,regardless.? You're my wife."? I smile and I snuggle closer to your chest,inhaling your scent.? "Sorry aboutthe water works.? I know you don't. “Yes mom. I just want you to be happy too,” I replied.“Well I'm with her. I know this is brand new to everyone, but I haven't had feelings like these since your father,” Christina said.“OK mom, it's surprising to say the least, and I love you too,” I replied.Then we hugged again and went back out to the kitchen. I could see that they did have something together, even though it was brand new. I was 10 weeks along then, and 6 weeks later, my mom seemed like she had been living with us. She spent. Ich fühle mich sofort eingeschüchtert. Irgendetwas hat der Mann, trotz seines Alters und seines hässlichen Aussehens.„Ich ... ich wollte Lilly abholen“, stammele ich verlegen. Er mustert mich von Kopf bis Fuß. „Du bist also die Stiefmutter“, stellt er fest, „bist ja kaum älter als Lilly.“ Na ja, Lilly ist 18, ich bin 28, aber er hat natürlich recht, Lillys Vater ist 20 Jahre älter als ich. Insofern ist es schon etwas komisch, dass ich ihre Stiefmutter bin. Ich schaue mich um, nirgends ist Lilly. My husband and sons are on a snorkeling trip, and won't be back until later in the evening, so I have all the time in the world to relax. Wrapped in my towel supplied by the resort, I walk past the spa and towards the steam bath. I've just come up from the beach, and I'm looking forward to some "me" time in the steam bath. It's wonderful! The steam is so thick I can barely find my way to one of the tiled seats, where I sit, with my feet up, hugging my knees. The steam swirls around me, taking.