’ ‘Oh man, I don’t know what to say. I mean I always wanted to end up like you and my parents. One guy fucking away at me and having his kids. I...’m only doing this because I can’t choose and well alright so it’s awesome being the band slut.’ Steph snorts and grins. ‘Exactly, you enjoy it so and get a big old smile when you talk or think about it. Who has you tonight anyway?’ Sigh and shrug. ‘No idea, we have a hat with slips of paper, if you are going to join me we may as well go pick a lover.’ . She put her arm around my shoulders and pulled my head close to hers, nuzzling me in a way that was more sympathetic than affectionate. I continued to avoid her eyes and said nothing, but she broke the silence. "Honey," she spoke in a near whisper, "there's no need to be embarrassed about last night. What happened was perfectly natural, and I'm glad I was able to help you."I said nothing in reply, and she squeezed me closer and asked, "Did you like it?" I nodded a very meek but affirmative. We didn’t talk much, and I just lounged around the house a lot.One day, my uncle was taking pictures of some scenery outside, and I went out to join him. I sat down on the large porch swing, watching him do one of the things that he is really good at. He saw me sitting there, and stopped taking pictures.“You know, Tara, you are a very beautiful girl. How about letting me take some pictures of you.”I was surprised and extremely flattered that my uncle would want to photograph me. “Thanks, Uncle. I was introduced to men in the commune who were compatible with my personality, needs, and spiritual development, and my life blossomed in all the important areas. Besides the infrequent loving from Father, because he was in great demand, I had several men to share my bed and body. Sometimes more than one at a time too. Women were welcomed as well, but I still prefer being filled by a man.“My life there wasn’t just good sex, although there was finally enough of that. I studied the nature of.