They had all the fun. No one cares. Few even remember. What do they remember about me? Nothing! Except, well of course ... she was a 'good' girl. So I...'ve been carrying the guilt of being 'Good' for all these years. I suppose that is why our sex life has been, shall we say less than spectacular. I've never even been very good at initiating sex between us. I was always taught that girls who liked sex for other than having children weren't 'Nice Girls'. I experimented like all the 'other' girls,. "You're a naughty girl," I thought to myself.I washed myself thoroughly, cleansed my face of makeup and brushed myteeth before slipping into a nightgown to go to bed. I was able to lieawake a few minutes envisioning rhapsodic images of sex with Gary. Ithad been such a cathartic experience for me. I knew I had fallen deeplyinto a female role during our couch session and it had been, and stillis, wondrous.At some point I fell asleep and the sun was up long before me. When Ifinally woke I knew. There is a vestibule and an inner door that is stiff and needs pushing hard to free it from the frame. When I step over the threshold, my head begins to hum, then vibrate, and I feel an utter blackness descending as the world starts to spin. I panic, think I'm going to pass out. Chloe drops her bags and takes my arm. Just in time."You okay?" I think so. Low blood sugar. I've not eaten since breakfast — and I drank too much last night."She waits for me to regain my composure. When I look ahead. But, of course if Master demanded it, I would surely do it.??Slave, have you ever been mortified in public because you obeyed an order given to you by your Master???Mistress, I certainly have. Master seems to find new ways all the time to test my submissive will in the most embarrassing ways, but I have never defied him.??Is it thrilling to you, Slave, to wonder just how your Master is going to test you in an uncomfortable way? Do you ever get wet thinking about this type of demand???Actually,.