Her mind and body filled with mix emotions, as she sat there and helplessly endured. Her body tensed. Her mind screamed at her. She wanted it to stop,... but she wanted to make Him proud. She was so afraid to let go. How dare she think about releasing. She would not release. Could not release. Her body screamed at her to let go and release, but her mind forbid her. She knew had she released, it would make a mess. And a mess would cost her, her flesh.She begged Him to let her release, he teased her. “Does it include the Bolero?”“No, but I still have it on my phone. I can add it.”“Just play it when the time is right.”“Will do...” Carter regarded her and noticed flesh-colored points poking out of her shaggy, dense hair. “You’re wearing your elfin ears,” he remarked.She slipped off her robe. “I thought they’d go with this.” Carter scanned her up, down and up again. She wore a light green spaghetti-strap leotard with a low scoop neckline. Drawn on the fabric were patterns of leaves and vines.. Nancy tells my Daddy.The pacifier is nice to suck on, and as I do, you thank the doctor for everything and will get our computers hooked up for the monitoring program this evening.Finally. We leave the doctor’s office and are on our way to really begin our vacation.You push me to the park area where there are several adult babies playing on the toys and in the sandbox while their mommies and daddies sit on benches and watch them. You just push me around, circling area a couple of times slowly. You, I humbly say, I know best of the four of you and I believe your understandable gratitude would never have been more without compelling reason. I understand that reason."I do not know what love is," she pronounced slowly. "I know the word. I see what I think it is in all of you, but I have never felt anything like that before so I do not know if that is what I feel." Quickly she turned back to Nilsen and moved until she was on her knees before him. "I do not know if this is love, but this.