Seeing my wobbly eyes, she slowly swayed her body, making me sway with her. I closed my eyes just briefly to make the dizzy stop, again feeling like I... really, really, should leave - have a cold shower, something - other than staying where I was. When I opened my eyes again after what felt like just a moment, the first thing I noticed was how warm and wet my cock suddenly felt. The stripper was smiling at me as she lifted herself up and down, my bare cock pushing deep inside her tight wet - . Her hand rubs across her glistening wet folds furiously trying to rub herclimax filling the room with her mewls and wet squelching.And like that, I completely lose interest in what's happening. It's likea light switch has turned off any desire to join her. Dejected and soberI lean back removing myself from her reach. Maybe it was the intensetrip or maybe I'm upset at her deep down, but I don't want to continuethis."Please," she pleads hoarsely, "Please fuck me." Her eyes are clampedshut,. Bringing news from families, wives, girlfriends, and old friends who recognised the morale-boosting value of knowing that although you were out of sight you were not out of mind. Often when you drew a new pair of socks from the Quartermaster, one of them would have a slip of paper tucked inside, bearing a name and address of somebody offering to correspond with a lonely soldier. I once received such a slip from a girl who turned out to be the sister of one of the boys in my Unit. Sometimes one. So shy that I don’t know whether I’ll reveal my real identity……. Mostly not ….. Well…..so be it… I’m here to entertain you all…. You know what I mean ;-)….. Ok…. So starting off… wish me luck…..This event happened when I was around 25 yrs old… Studies got over…. Got placed in a good IT MNC… Life was just starting…. Being a shy person, didn’t have any girlfriends. So was scared to death to talk to a lady (just like RAJ from The Big Bang Theory but without booze ….. you know…. non-drinker,.