I'mafraid it will become like my nightmare again, where everyone willdisappear and become like it never happened. I fear that ending so badlythat othe...r people's phobias pale in comparison and it makes me almosthave a heart attack like how I was when I first woke up as a girl. Tome, it's the same thing as dying if that ending happened again. So Idon't talk, or show much emotion, or even try to make friends.Enough.... Enough of these thoughts. The bell rang just as I say that. Ishould be getting. The rest could wait till morning. They sat to play cards and she was careful to partner with Papa. They had played six full games of euchre before they even realized how late it had become. Getting up early and getting the milking done before church was never hard but getting everyone showered and cleaned up really pushed it. But they made it with ease. The minister invited everyone to the picnic and thanked everyone who had signed up to bring food. He also wanted to extend a special thank you. That was 29th of month and next day was month end and I had to do night shift as auditors were coming. In the night she again sent me a message saying lagta hai apki night bahut achi kat rahi hai? She had already told me that she divorced her husband after 8 months of their marriage as he and his family use to beat her. Next day I did not went in the morning as I had to do night shift. She called me up and I told her that I will be coming around 8 pm. At 3 pm she sent me a SMS saying I want to. " You are her child, she gave birth to you. How could she do anything butlove you?" Grace pointed out. "And if worse comes to worse you can comehere to live with me and your sisters."She was crying softly and didn't understand why, but she was happy. Shefelt at peace finally."Carol, why don't you and Brianna spend the night. It can be her firstsleepover." Oh I have the perfect nitie, the pretty Baby Doll with the ruffled panty."She was excited.As the three went upstairs to change Grace and.