Suddenly! she moved and I was scared as hell, I took my hand back as fast as possible and acted asleep. Luckily she was still asleep but I couldn’t ...take any more risk as my dad was sleeping in the same room and would have killed if he knew what I was doing.I woke up the next day feeling a bit scared if my mom knew what I was doing but she showed me no reaction and was acting normal. That night, the weather was better and my mom decided to sleep in her bedroom and my brother and father decided. "He tempts me every day. I guess it's the age thing or maybe I'm supposed to be the responsible parent or maybe I don't want the others to know." She shrugged. "I chastise myself for being standoffish. He's no dummy and knows that I lust for him. It would be so simple to go ahead with it. It isn't that I'm saving myself for anyone."I kissed her cheek. "You're a keg of dynamite ready to explode. I want to watch when you go off. I would love to see you making love with Tyler."She kind of giggled.. Grandpa always says that the real meaning of the Festival is family. Those who take part in the rites all belong together. It reminds us of how important we are to each other.”I wanted to believe her. I wanted to feel what she felt. She made it easy to believe. But something held me back still…"Don't worry about it," said Celia, massaging my shoulders again. "You'll feel it when you're ready. Your body will tell you. Belonging is in your flesh and your blood. And look at you, never comfortable. Do you want a lift home when I’m done?’ ‘Yes please. Can we take Gem home as well, it’s on the way.’ I smiled when I agreed to it, but I had my teeth gritted. I’d never taken so anti a woman in such a short space of time. She was pretty, but she wasn’t Tess, and she had no right to be looking at me like that. I tried to calm myself while I was finishing work, hoping that I wouldn’t have to fight this new woman off. Even if I had still been single, I did like to work a little to get a woman,.