I was only wearing panties, and they were soaked when I got done."I looked at the words. I was both excited and a little self- conscious about being s...o explicit."Dakota, you can write it and not send it," my carnal side said pragmatically. "If it turns you on, go ahead and write it."Of course it did turn me on. So I went on to tell Mark about how I masturbated on the bed while thinking of him. And that I had lots of nasty little fantasies I would love to see in print."It's almost like a form of. He actually used one of those straight razors you see in gangster movies just before somebody gets their throat slashed. I didn’t breathe for twenty minutes. The result, though, was that my face was baby smooth and felt pleasantly tingly. I left a big tip for the two of them.After four interminable hours at the mall, I was hungry, cranky, and loaded down with boxes of clothes for both me and the girls, including a new pair of slacks, a sport coat, and my shoes. The jacket was a deep maroon and. ” He laughed and looked at me square in the eyes, and said, “Is that what you want to do?” With that, he reached down to loosen that thick, black belt and as he undid his belt and pants, he looked at me and said, “I could tell this morning, when you walked in and looked into my eyes that I was going to enjoy the day.” I said, “You’re pretty sure of yourself.” To which he replied, “I’m sure I like big husky boys like you and I know you want me.” He reached over to me, lifted my shirt off and. Can you get away some time? I know it’s a long way, but what about a weekend up here? I’ve plenty of room in my place, and I’d love to have you.” Oh would you now? I thought ironically. “Fen, that’s lovely of you, and I will need a break at some stage, but I can’t think of that right now.” Even though I had the weekend off, there was a tacit understanding that I’d be on call. “I’m needed here. Not just me. Every available person’s needed here now – and more.” I had a fleeting memory of Akiko,.