"Oh no, sweets. Half the fun is thinking someone might comewalking in and see you. We need to keep the blood pumping!"So I shrugged and took off my to...p. I was shy about just how skinny I was.But, I'd never gotten into the bodybuilding sort of lifestyle. After all,all the muscle I needed was to be able to pick up a camera. I even hadassistants to haul all my equipment around.When I removed my top, I was in for a surprise. During the day, mynipples had swollen up and the areoles had doubled in. "A friendly girl of maybe twenty four appeared, petite, dressed in Levis and tee shirt, "Hi I am Heidi, would you like to come through."Janie stepped into the world of the Cow Girls.The corridor had a simple concrete floor, no fitted carpet, glazed tiles lined the walls to waist height, everything designed to be hosed down. Their footsteps echoed around the building, Heidi opened a door and they stepped into a large room, it smelt of disinfectant, there were various partitions and machinery. I knew the psychological damage that could result from this kind of trauma and Theresa had succinctly outlined some of the effects it had on my aunt's life."Having responsibility for your care while you were in hospital" Theresa said, "Has brought her into contact with another human being's needs and she has responded to that need. This has meant she has got to know you more intimately than anyone since the rape by her father. More than that, the way you have reacted to her and shared with her. ‘Do you think she will have arrived yet mother?’ Inga asked, the dribble of fat from the chicken leg she was chewing, escaping down her over generous chin. ‘She should be arriving soon child. Vera died some weeks back, although your Aunt does not know that. The house is empty, Asgrim and Galti are waiting there for her. They will finish her off, and with no males around, it means I take over as Lady of Haur.’ Sibbe smiled, her gap filled grin brown, her clothes covered in various food.