”Now, you have only been collared for a few days. Imagine your life without your collar. This support group is gone and you can no longer lean on ea...ch other. How would you feel?”Lily spoke first, “It’s funny you put it like that. I had a dream last night that this past weekend was only a dream and I was working at the restaurant, having a bad night and had no one to give me a hug or encouraging words. It turned out to be my worst nightmare. And it’s only been a couple of days. I couldn’t. Finally, we admitted our feelings. After a catastrophic time in my life, all I wanted was him. I knew it was wrong. I knew it was trouble. But I couldn’t and didn’t want to deny it. What if there was a chance for us? I asked him to the movies. I had to see him. Just us. Please. I was begging. I was at my wits end and needed him. And he came through with flying colors.It was kind of our first true date night, unbeknown to us. We showed up and he gave me the option of going to get coffee instead.. ... I actually caught myself saving favorites of girls that resemble my daughters. I was about 20 videos in on my xhamster account when I realized this. The thing that really got me concerned was when I started taking the laptop into their bedroom. It was so exciting to jerk on their beds, all the girly decorations around and the clothes they left behind. I started to understand the guys on xham that jerk into panties. The past month I have soiled and washed Leslie and Alice’s little panties. My tears were stopped abruptly from the burst of pain that radiated along my thighs, where I had slammed my fists into them. The beast had rendered my legs useless by its bite to my back. I should not have felt that. As I was contemplating that, my door burst open with Violet, Liza and Trina entering, frantic. I sat dumbfounded, trying to grasp what was going on and how they could be alive.“H ... how are you alive? The beast killed all of you last night. I had to watch in horror as it killed.