She’d been caught. “Wow, we never knew you had it in you to be such an exhibitionist!” the voice chimed out. There was something familiar about... it. When she focused, still with her heart pounding and her breathing entirely labored, she felt relief. The voices she heard were very familiar for a reason. It was Tracy and Tori. Tori spoke again, “it sounds like we both have unbelievable stories and secrets to share. Why don’t you pull up your pants and we’ll talk!” They both sat beside Angela. It's hard to imagine her as anything other than a tomboy - that's what she's been her whole life - but she's just starting to become a woman."Julia laughed, "'Nubbins'! Where on Earth did you get that word? Haha." Fortunately Julia carried straight on, so I didn't have to answer. I DEFINITELY didn't want to admit that I'd EVER read any online porn. How embarrassing would that be! "I'm sure you know this anyway, but if you want her let me know so Carol and I can help you seduce her. It'd be easy. I pray that they'll understand that I started out doing this to protect them - that I am doing it for them, still. I hope they'll find it in their hearts to forgive me for allowing it to go this far — even forgive me for not being sure that I can stop or even want this to stop, any longer. I hope they can understand and forgive me my growing desire to submit ... simply surrender my will to another ... embracing my desire to no long have to choose. I hope they can come to comprehend my neediness. As Stewart tears the packaging to shreds, Owens pulls out a pairof ladies shoes. They are very tall black pumps, I think. Owens coughs toget Stewart's attention. Stewart snatches them up and cries out indelight. He tumbles into my room and I can just see him sit on my bed.He's fumbling with the packaging. I look back to Owens.He pulls out a larger plastic encased bundle and indicates that I shouldsit in front of him.I do. I'm letting him do all of this. I am consenting. I am lost. I amjust as.