.. it was romantic and was with an ex? Somehow, you doing it with an ex would be exempt, but not me fooling around because, what, feelings? It simply ...made no sense, and I did say that much, as I recall,” I reminded Carmen, who shrugged and laughed awkwardly now.“Well, I have a thing for exes. I’m sorry. I just do. Even now, looking at you, I have a strong urge just to climb up on the table and let you fuck me on top of our food. Or ride you in your chair. Exes bring excitement and danger with. He actually tried to get me to go in the other direction, to take off what little covering I had left at that point. "Why cover up now," was his argument. "It's a natural reaction," he said, and I was acutely aware that the "it" he was referring to was the wetness growing in his older sister's vagina.To tell you the truth, I was dying to reach down and touch myself there. I wanted to let my hand give an answer to the arousal that I was feeling. But I wasn't about to let my younger brother see. I told you at the beginning that I love to suck cock, yes? It's true, so far as it goes; the problem is that it doesn't go nearly far enough. I love to suck your cock, kiss, and lick and suck your balls, rim your ass, tease the hell out of your taint - and one thing more.I want your cum.I want the feel of it, the taste of it, on my face, in my mouth. I want to savor it, to know that I made this happen. There's a pleasure for me, a visceral pleasure, knowing that I can make you cum so hard - and. "I agreed. "That's what I was saying originally before I was so rudely interrupted. I guess I've always felt guilty about these IAM twins. I don't want to be unfaithful to you. I don't like being unfaithful to you. But still I feel like I'm being unfaithful to you. Does that make sense?When the Jake thing came up, I thought it was small of me not wanting Donnie to be with Jake when I've been with a thousand other women. Besides which, an intellectual appraisal of relationships seems to indicate.