Maine kaha thik hai ham ab se 2 din ke liye tumhari slave hai. Tabhi unhone jo dinner order kiya tha wo aa gya tha. Unhone chicken aur mutton mangwaya... tha. Tabhi ek negro ne aa kar ham dono ke haath aur pair baandh diye aur Hame zameen par bitha diya aur kaha ki ab se tum dono hamari slave ho aur jo ham kahenge tum dono wohi karogi. Tabhi sabhi ne dinner karna start kar diya. Mai soch rahi thi ki hame bhi yeh dinner denge khaane ko par unhone nahi poocha ham dono se. Tabhi maine unse kaha ki. I look down feeling so humiliated and degraded. There is no way I can ever look my mother in the face again. “Awwe, honey. There’s nothing wrong with that. It’s nothing to be ashamed of.” My mother quickly stood up and pulled me into a warm embrace. Her hand brushed up against the back of my head pulling me into her chest. “Honestly babe, I assumed you would one day come out. You’ve always been a little feminine. It’s going to be alright. From now on, you dress however you like.” I glance over. My arms have not been this weary from wielding my Katana since the days of practice during my youth...Present – Jack – Battle ground cabinThank God! I can finally see a light at the end of this fucking rat infested tunnel. We must be down to the last thirty or so rats, but they have taken their toll. I've been bit a couple times and from Ira's yell I can only assume one got her too. I simply don't know about Todd.I worry like hell about the tunnels: If the fuckers came in through the septic. In many ways It is the Daddies fault when his boy fucks up, and I have to accept that he just needed more training.I go to a chair and settle in to it’s comfortable embrace… I sit for at least ten minutes without speaking, boy knows better than to speak first. At least the fuckhead has learned something.I am considering that this will be the last time we will be together. I cannot allow my time and energy go to waste like this. I will give the boy the opportunity to prove that it is worthy of.