"What the f...Joe thought I thought she'd take me to the bathroom so Icould have privacy."Here it is I'll put it down here."She placed the pink plasti...c potty down on the floor next to him."Do you want me to take your diaper off?"Joe thought quickly. "No, mommy, I'm a big girl!" Joe stomped his footand gave an angry face."Ok I'll go to the kitchen and wait for you to call me, ok?" Ok!"Thank god for that quickly he undid the diaper pulled down his pink pjbottoms and sat on the potty."Ok first. Jolene struggled against the restraints, felt them dig into the sensitive skin at her wrists and ankles. She cried out in pain but it was little more than a stifled moan behind the duct tape that had been placed over her mouth. She looked at Nate, pleading him with her eyes for some sort of explanation but none was forthcoming. Instead he disappeared into the small bedroom of the cabin and she could hear him rustling through one of the suitcases that they had packed for the weekend. He had been. She didn’t mind being without these men in her life. Claude, especially, was trouble, and Preston even worse. She’d rather have a stranger from the East Village hitting on her than any man from New Jersey. But she didn’t want to see them anymore. Not for a while.As she readied herself for the party, she also thought about moving back to West Hartford, not with her family, as she couldn’t stay there anyway, but near her old college. She was happiest there too, and trying to relocate to happiness. Stooped over like an idiot, I nearly stumbledto the floor. What was the matter with me?"Stop this," I said, forcing my arm up. The gun was in my hand, but my armwas so unsteady I could barely keep it pointed at him.Everything felt wrong. Like I was stuffed into a suit three sizes toolarge. My breasts. I could feel them, or rather I could feel their sadabsence. The flatness where they were supposed to swell was unnatural.Could this big, oafish thing I wore possibly be me? How could that.