Then she tells me he droped in for a coffee on his lunch break and they were talking about sex but he was nervous spilled his coffee and said he had t...o go back to work, they were talking about what he would like to do to her but she said it was all talk . then she arranged for him to call again when i was collecting the k**s from school she told me he was coming down to talk about stoping the sexy chat & banter in work so i said he is not interested in talking about work he is coming down with. “I love you too, Amber,” he whispered back, as his hands stroked my shoulders idly.I stiffened slightly and raised my eyes to meet his. “Jack?”He smiled. It was the first time he had ever said that to me. All the other times I had told him I loved him, he simply murmured something unintelligible or kissed me. “I said I loved you.”“Really?”He nodded with a grin. I just started crying, big tears but happy tears. “Oh Jack, I love you, I love you, I love you...” I began to kiss his body, his chest. He denied..He then messaged that he had an idea. I knew things were gonna get wild from here! He said he had terrace keys for his society.. We can go there once it is dark and lock the door from inside.. Also since his building is the tallest in his neighbourhood no one can figure out what is happening there.. I was surprised and absolutely unsure. I am not afraid of making out in an empty theatre but terrace of an unknown building is scary. I however agreed to him and asked him to meet me. I've been chatting online with another gurlwho lives near me (who has been going out for some time) andshe's been very helpful and reassuring. I've been workingseriously toward going out for approximately six months.Appearance wise I've made pretty good progress but somethingelse is happening that I never expected.When the subject of me going out as a gurl came up my wifeteased me saying since I looked so good the guys were going tobe hitting on me. I always considered myself straight so.