O'Neil smiled back.'Maybe I just had to prove to myself that I could do it. But, now what do I do? What do I want to do? Should I be getting married? ...Should I go back to school?'Hugh's mind wandered over the events of the few months. He had been very busy, helping Erin, doing the laundry, keeping the house neat, planning the wedding, doing the shopping, filling out his wardrobe, studying up on prenatal care, lining up a pediatrician, getting checkups, exercising. It had been a busy, frantic,. Don’t you ever get tired of people?”Shrugging, he answered, “Yeah, I guess. Sometimes. But I just go to my room, or maybe get lost in the woods for a couple of hours like I did today. I’m out hiking because I was getting on my mom’s nerves and she kicked me out of the house.”Ellie, perhaps slipping a bit and letting her true nature show, nodded and said, “So you have some idea of what I’m talking about. Except in my case, I have little tolerance for humans and their uncaring and arrogant. He picked Molly up and began leading her down the hall to her bedroom.“Oh, dear. Well, they’ll learn, I suppose,” said my wife.“Did anybody see you guys? Is this going to be on the front page of the New York Times tomorrow?” Ari was enjoying a few days in the sun with us; would I have to let him know about this?The Secret Service agent shook his head and said, “Not that I could tell. None of us noticed anybody paying attention to them.” The security team had all been wearing casual clothing,. That was it. I gave up on Mark. He was not interested it appeared. One did have to be careful.By Christmas break, I had moved on. Still I hadn’t had sex with anyone. Yet this night when he got into the car, things were different. He was talking about gay sex. He said that every guy tries it once. It was Mark trying to score not me. After the movie, he brought it up again. I was getting hot and horny. Soon I accepted his offer, and now it was just trying to find a safe place to get.