She began to question herself- what could she have done to make it better? How could she havehelped them accept her?She missed Sara - already. They ...hadn't been gone for more than a fewhours, and Tommi _really_ missed Sara. Her younger sister had been sosweet and loving and caring - the kind of family that Tommi didn'thave, not any more. But Liz and Ma hated her. They obviously thoughtthat she'd betrayed them - and his dad - and had made no secret oftheir feelings. Tommi's eyes misted, and. It means that it isn't modifiable. He can't change it. In this case, it means that he is genetically programmed to admire and seek attractive women. He doesn't have a choice about looking at you. He does have a choice as to whether he hits you over the head and carries you off to his cave. Daniel is hardwired, too and he will be interested in mating with you." Do you think Bradford would be interested in mating with me?" Yes, he would. If he does, I will arrange a horrible death for him. That. FindingHarry didn't seem so important then, I didn't want any competition whenI set out to land this hot looking chick!"Yeah, an old friend of mine was supposed to be here tonight, I haven'tseen him in a couple of years." That's sweet," She said as she flashed that smile again. "Do you misshim?" Yeah, we had a lot of fun together. Can't figure out why he didn'tcome though, but that's his loss." I shrugged.As we sat and talked I fell further in love. Holly, my new friend, waseverything a guy. Looking around, it is the same hill we were on the other day, but the flowers are more prolific, the grass is greener, and the air is lighter. It's like I am seeing my surroundings for the first time.He hears my footsteps and turns to me and stands. Our eyes meet and we just stare at each other in silence. I know he is waiting for my words. "I am free to love again," I whisper, then repeat, "I am free to love again," in a stronger voice."And what day is today?" he asks with a smile."Today is.