Why don't you feel the sameway again?" I wasn't trying to put ideas in his head; but I did want tounderstand his back flip."Because you're a project. ...You've given me a purpose Alex. Suicide is aself indulgence. Right now there's a substantially wounded human beingin front of me that I need to help and protect."He thinks I'm a helpless damsel. I mean he's correct. Right now that'sexactly what I am. But I don't want to affirm that to him; or to me."Is that because I bring out the caveman in you?. The trip had not been in the diary. On Monday she would be phoning the appointments that were in the diary and apologising for the unavoidable cancellation. Stuart flew from Gatwick early Tuesday morning.Wednesday dawned and promised to be a really warm day. Kate did not look forward to being in the office, even with the windows open the close proximity of other, higher, buildings allowed little of any cooling breeze to blow through. Therefore when Meg phoned and asked if she would like to come. He was still not sure about the relationship but he would go along. I brought Lindsey’s bags upstairs and went back out the talk to Josh more.I told Josh I was still going to make Thanksgiving dinner for Lindsey and me, and I would have more than enough for him too. Bob saw Josh pull up and came over to say hi. They talked about college. After a while Josh went back inside. Bob had a shit-eating grin on his face. “Congratulations, that’s a hell of a rebound girl!” Bob was less than tactful when. A day of happiness.Dark silhouettes under the bright studio lights pulled aside as Candy’s eyes strenuously opened. Blurs and noise slowly came into focus and it was her manager’s face and voice that her brain deciphered first.“You fucking airhead! How many times do I have to tell you to cum as you get choked?”It took a while for Candy to understand the question and even when she pieced together the words and their meaning, she was still confused: “I did cum...” she slurred. She had in fact cum.