I am attracted to ladies with a maternal nature. I was so excited when the second dancer was absolutely perfect. I immediately told Hubby I wanted HER.... He told me I had to tip three dancers before I could have a private dance. He enjoys teasing me. His eyes danced with mischief. He was amused at my dismay, he seemed to enjoy watching me become more and more eager. I wanted her so badly! He handed me a roll of bills with an evil grin. I accepted the challenge. I went boldly to the center stage.. It’ll flake and itch. Don’t scratch. No immersion in water until its healed. After that no fragrance lotion.’ ‘Got it.’ ‘Yes you do,’ I flashed her the smile that usually makes the panties drop. She furrowed her cute little brow and pursed her pink lips. ‘Right.’ She bither bottom lip with tiny teeth. I almost moaned out loud. Jesus, I was going to either have to jerk off in my car or have blue balls for two months. I started wrapping her new ink. ‘Leave this on at least two hours, you’ll. Invisibility would be a gift and yet the only thing I wish for lies within the bounds of impossibility.I want to disappear from the life I live and find another, I want to leave all those I know forever. I know myself better than any other and I know that I lack the capacity for truly endearing emotions. I love pain and danger yet I feel incapable of love and innocence. My life is a shadow of anger — I'm drowning in rage and disgust for myself. My entire being is an imposition.Water: an. She said that she was not doing this for pleasure,but for having a child and warned me to not take advantage of her.I said okay…..but something else was running in my mind.She gave me her address and to my surprise it was nearer to our home. She lived in a reputed gated community in marasandra. She asked me to come after two days because her husband will be going out of station because of some office work.I agreed.But two days went very slow and I was very eager to see her. The day has arrived.