If you were an addict or something else, I would have went back and told them I failed. I will not let something as trivial as a drug user tarnish you...r father’s name. Turns out, you are just a recluse. And yes, you pay me well for my services.’ I gave her a look that meant I understood before turning my attention back to the window. ‘Can you tell me why you don’t like your home, or is that subject off limits?’ I explained the beatings and the constant verbal abuse. I think it bothered her that. After supper, he told Susan that he was going hunting the next day. ‘Don’t expect me home for supper tomorrow, Susan. We will soon be dining together forever in the heavens.’ He smiled at Susan and gave her a warm hug. ‘I love you very much. I know that I have had to share you but I’m also sure that tomorrow you will be only mine.’ Susan wondered what he was talking about. She didn’t intend to give up here lover tomorrow. She wondered how Jonathan could have become so gentle and sweet after. "You look fabulous. You are so beautiful. Have I mentioned how lucky I feel that you want to be with me?"She blushed and embraced me. "Help me through tonight," she whispered."Don't worry, I won't let anyone treat you badly, be they stranger or family," I assured her.Becky came down, wearing a matching dress in green, followed by Chrissy in her matching blue dress. Cindy came into the room and said, "Once again, I feel out of place." What color would you like to wear?" I asked with a. A man’s heart openness follows his body’s flow of energy, whereas a woman’s flow of sexual energy follows her heart openness.In intimacy with your opposite-essence lover, the doorway to openness is often exactly what you don’t want to do. Deep intimacy requires that you know how to open a sexual essence quite unlike yours.The key to opening a man’s heart is to understand that, in intimacy, the masculine essence usually values the gift of life-energy more than the gift of emotional presence..