He immediately controlled himself and whispered “sorry I couldn’t control myself, I am leaving, I can’t watch this anymore”. I took him to my ...bedroom and said”you don’t like watching sex” he said “actually I am jealous of Kalu, he can get Aarti but I can’t get what I want. I asked him “what do you want.I can’t say, you will get angry and I don’t want to hurt the feelings of my owners” I said “I promise I won’t tell anybody” he said “I like you very much you are so young and beautiful. I have. I love the taste. I haven’t steered you wrong yet. Have I?”I replied, “No, you haven’t. In fact, I’ll be forever grateful for tonight. I was so afraid there was something wrong with me. Now I feel so relieved, thanks to you. Can I ask you a personal question?”“Of course, you can, Jess. You’re my BFF. Ask away.”I stuttered for a moment, “Are you a lesbian?”“No, dear. I’m bisexual. I like sex any way I can get it. I guess I’m just a slut.”My mom’s words rang in my ears. The word. It was here that she began to adopt her new persona: Ditzy Lizzie. She began to find ways to be seen in her underwear around the house that kept it innocent but still uncomfortable for her parents. They wanted her to see a shrink, but they hadn't the money to pay for sessions. They only hoped their daughter would mature and become more self reliant instead of absent-minded. Of course, this was not the case, and when she went to school, her libido wanted more. She wasn't sure how everyone would. Looking at Josh she added, "Besides after today I think Josh is in a hurry to see Danni. Aren't you Josh?"When they got back to the ranch they fed and watered the horses. Josh spent an extra few minutes with Itsa, feeding him an apple, brushing him, and telling him what a good job he had done. It had been the young horse's first real adventure and he had handled himself well.Josh was greeted by Danni with a big hug and kiss. Later that evening after getting the children to bed, Josh told her.