’ ‘It’s okay, whatever you need. Let’s get you to bed.’ He stood up and held her like she was made of air. He kissed the top of her head and... carried her to her bed. He pulled back the covers and laid her down ever so softly. He pulled the covers back over her and began to leave. Like a steel trap, her hand flew to capture his arm. ‘Please don’t leave. Could you stay just a little while longer?’ Grant chuckled, which helped Mary calm down considerably. ‘I feel like I’ve seen this in a movie. And. Jill seemed to enjoy her time, so she thanked Svetlana and got up.Svetlana glanced at me, as if I was next. I said that I was just thereto watch, there to be with Jill, as her boyfriend, and I hadn't intendedon a reading, but thanks for the offer.She studied me, her eyes concentrating on me with a laser-like focus.It felt like she was now suddenly actually looking at me, seeing me, forthe first time. A look came over her face, a look that I couldn'tplace, and while I wasn't put off by it or. ? To tell you the truth, afterhim, I shied off guys for a while.? WhenKalie was 3 there was this one guy that I dated for a couple, three months buthe ditched me because I had just a bit too much responsibility for a 21 y/o todeal with.? He wanted to go to clubs andbars and get drunk, and occasionally I would get to go, but I always maintaineda low level, knowing that I had to go home to Kalie at the end of the night.??????????? Since him, comingup on 4 yrs now, I haven?t had sex.?Well, I did. I no longer saw Lucinda. I do not know what happened to her. It was out of my scope, so I worried not about it. The beatings and torments still occurred, there were many nights when I was roused from my sleep, dragged from the floor of my cell, and forced to provide pleasure for house slaves. No men were permitted to despoil kennel slaves, if they ever rose to a rank where they would be for Master's pleasure, he would not have accepted a slave that had already been "used" by the help.I focused.