But I still don't have a clue on how to find someone to love.The months went by and Leticia and I became buddies. Darrel still acted like he had a sti...ck up his ass, but he'd break down occasionally and talk to me. Leticia and I had many talks with Donald and were with him in the hospital when he died. He told us not to cry because he was finally going to be with his Marie, this time forever. A lot of good that did. Both of us still cry when we think about him. But we smile a lot, too. Donald. My ex-boyfriend started off being okay with my weight and then did a total turn around one day because someone accused him of dating a fatty. You’d think that adolescent things like that wouldn’t bother someone who is twenty-six, but it did him. As you know, my self-esteem plunged at that point and the only bright spot was you. You always treated me like I was the most beautiful woman on earth. You were my rock in a very down time.”“But, this afternoon, when you came in and caught me playing. The next day I rang him at work, I said I was feeling a little depressed again and would he be able to stop in on his way home and comfort me again, he said, “how depressed are you sweetie” I said, “I’m really really depressed” laughing to him, he replied, :”well I can’t have my little girl feeling depressed can I, Ill drop in, in fact I think I’ll leave work a bit earlier today, Ill see you in about half an hour” “wow’ I said, “ awesome , awesome, awesome, I can’t wait” Bill arrived within the. " Well that's better than nothing. You see as co-head of the firm I claimcertain perks and one is a daily blow job at around 3pm. Right nowVeronica does it but since you will be taking over some of her duties youwould have to do it." You mean suck your dick?" Yes!" she said cheerfully. I thought to myself no wonder that other guydashed out so quickly.I thought about it for a minute and began to weigh my options. Did I wantto go back to my parents? No! Was 750 a week a lot of money? Yes! I.