Mom bent down and kissed me on the cheek while Santos told me howfabulous I looked. I could smell the smoke in my mother's hair and itmade me want a ...cigarette that much more. But she was right. My cravingwas more emotional than physical.I then heard a knock on the door and Dr. Rivera and Dr. Wang came insidethe room. They looked as much relieved as they did happy.Dr. Rivera said something in Spanish to Santos and then Santos relayedit to my mother and I in English. Apparently they were. I never told anyone. I got totally caught up in pedophiles. I myself though/think thatchildren were very sexy. Once as a scout this 7-year-old girl kissed me.It was not an innocent kiss. I let her. She pulled my hand down to herpussy. I let her. I let her touch my penis. I had become a pedophile. Itwas her that made all the moves, but I didn't as a responsible adult sayno. As a teacher, I taught Kindergarten, I never abused children here. Infact I told them over and over, do not keep secrets. As I came out to see, I saw our newly moved in neighbor Namitha aunty shouting for help. So I immediately rushed to her flat. I saw her husband lying down on the floor holding his chest in pain, He had a massive heart attack. I immediately carried him in my arms and rushed him to the nearby hospital. Once we reached the hospital, the medical staffs immediately shifted him to the emergency room and they started giving him the treatment.And myself and Namitha aunty stood outside the emergency. .." she said and began to cry."Two weeks is lot of time. We'll think of something," I told her, "But this humiliation was too much for her. She committed suicide the same night." Thanks for telling me. I'll be careful," Rita said, "I must run now."Next morning Kiran asked, "How did the meeting go?" So-so. I told them the truth about me but they insisted that I spend at least one thousand rupees on a treat to them in a five star hotel every month for three months," Rita said."I hope you didn't.