I was suddnly aware that she was next to john now and he was talking to me, I said 'whats that' and he said 'Dave, this is Katie, Katie this is Dave, ...my home boy!' johns like that, hes white but he talks like a black man. Anyway I said 'hi katie this is alice' and introduced them to each other. 'Hi' katie said, her voice was like a proffesional supermodel or something, I just wanted it to go on and on. Later in the night when we were at the table john started talking to alice about baseball,. I was so scared, but she was the RA of our dorm, and helped me get through it. We became best friends – sort of like sisters. She was my maid of honor. Ugh, why’d I have to think of my wedding? I have no idea how I’ll ever get through this, how I’ll ever stop thinking of Trent and how he hurt me. We finalized our plans, when I’d pick her up from the airport and so on. I ended the call and walked around my new apartment. There were still boxes strewn about. I haven’t had the energy to. I cleaned myself up and got back into bed . Tammy’s room was right next door to mine and I could hear her getting into bed . As I feel asleep I was sure I could hear her breahing heavy and deep and the sound of her moving in my sisters bed . I had hear my sister many times masturbating after a heavy date with her loser boyfriend . I am sure they had not had sex but I was sure my sister was hoping they would . I had even found my sisters sex toy one time by mistake . I had needed a book from her. The first one usually happens straight away though."Suddenly the music started. I recognised the routine straight away (we had done it about a zillion times at school) and started to dance. I use the word dance loosely it was essentially a series of sex positions set to a dance track. First on our knees bobbing our heads, then our tops come off and we get down on all fours and rock back and forth like we are being taken doggy style, then on our backs hips bucking in missionary and on and on. Of.