I can put up with this discomfort, and it's worth twice this discomfort if I have the pleasure of being within you." She was shaking her head."Let me ...ask you. If we had met years ago, and I wanted a child between us. Would you have agreed?" Yes. I would have loved that. I'm sorry that I can't give you one now." You would do that, knowing that to give birth would mean going through hours of intense pain. But you would have done it?" She nodded, her cheeks wet with her tears."So what is the. I had prepared dinner because I always did after he came home from a hard game. Only one thing was different, I had already downed a few glasses of red wine; something a mother with lot’s on her mind shouldn’t do.We sat down, we chatted and he told me all about the game. How he and Bobby both scored home runs, how they had eventually won, and how good the burgers were.I smiled and listened to him while sipping my fourth glass of red.“S'funny,” I slurred, “I can believe how good the burgers. Jake and Tommy were back at the car and snapping their wet suits at each other. ?Enough of that. Just get in the car and behave. I have a treat for you today,? she cooed. ?Put your wet trunks in the trunk.?After putting our trunks in the back, we all jumped in the back seat and she took the drivers position. She was fumbling with tying her halter-top, when she said, ?Jay, why don?t you do me a favor and tie this for me. My boys are all thumbs when it comes to these types of things and I hear. She could not move. It was different with someone you didn't know like the people in those pictures, but this was Julia! Ann tried to blot out the shocking picture but couldn't. She had to look-- the obscene spectacle was mesmerizing her. Her mind rebelled--to watch a man toying with the naked, squirming body of a woman who was your best friend was depraved and lewd. She knew she should turn away.Carlos, behind her, pressed a lit brown cigarette to her lips and she drew deeply without.