" I say and stop moving forward. "I recognize the feeling anywhere."I realize that girls have made a huddle circle around me. Brin is pressed up again... my back pack, the other two are hanging on to my sleeves, clearly being back at this place is upsetting in it's own right. But I have none of those memories or feelings to give me the creepiness I am feeling"A little room, if you please, ladies, we may need some room to maneuver." I try to gently shake them off."I hate this place." Brin says and. We chatted and drank flirting constantly till he put his hand on my thigh that was it I wanted him and he was going to fuck me, I gave him the second key too my room and told him to give me 15 minutes then meet me there. Fifteen minutes passed and I heard the key in the door, my heart skipped a beat and I gasped he was about to enter and I was about to get fucked, as he entered the room and closed the door behind him and turned to see me his jaw dropped ‘oh fuck yes’ was his words as he saw me. Donning the clothes in record time, she exits the room and makes her way back to the opposite side and through the door.The eeriness of the floor puts her even more on edge. Normally the place is full of noise. During the day it’s the sounds of machines, shuffling feet and talking. At night it’s only the sound of computers and humming machines. But now, there is nothing. Evony stands still for a moment, trying to relax her heart to keep the drumming from pounding in her ears.There is a rustle. Still, Some of the best memories of my life are from then and 38 years later I still have my best friend. Putting some of it down on electronic paper left me in a good mood the entire next day which is rare for me.Part of that is learned behavior when you just accept life sucks and prepare for the worst then you can be pleasantly surprised. Which I’ve found beats the hell out of having hope and then getting it crushed out of you time after time. The other part comes from being in chronic pain..