Slowly, achingly slowly, I raise my eyes until I am looking straight into yours. The invitation in mine is unmistakeable – I am yours now, to love, ...to worship. The time has come. You move swiftly, completely in tune with my own pulsing rhythm. You take me and lay me on the blanket on the bonnet with a warning to me to lie completely still. Your willing sacrifice, I obey without question. You return and I see that, unexpectedly, you are still fully dressed. Another second, and I understand –. We fucked hard that afternoon and joked about her being able to take the black monster better than her friend. She had a better and bigger ass than Nikki and bigger tits even if she were softer around the middle. We joked about how black guys liked bigger girls. Katie wasnt fat at all and she would hit me for even suggesting it. Plus we both knew that Nikki didnt let anyone fuck her in the ass and my wife loved it. As the week went on, I noticed that the video player on our computer always had. I quickly changed, and together we walked off-post and we got some good fried rice. Frannie with chicken, me with shrimp. I then told her about my new computer, and how fast it was.“I thought my old one was fast, this one is amazing. 25 megahertz, it’s blazing. And one of those EGA monitors, much better than my old one.”“So that’s why you raided the software cabinet last night!” she said.“Yep, I needed some things there. WordStar, Lotus, and I got that graphics program, to see if I can use it. Seriously, like I asked the fucking guidance counselor, what chance does a 14 year old 5'10" 225lb kid, with no friends and no parents have? None, nada, zip, zilch, zero. Any way you say it, it all adds up to "absolutely no fucking way."I pick up the sandwich I had paid hard earned money for and toss it in the trash. Why eat? I'm not going to live long anyway. I already have a plan. I'm kind of sorry to not be able to stick around and see the results. Hell, it is going to be spectacular. I.