”“I know. I’m sorry it was unpleasant, but we had to make you regret having been men.” Try as I might, I couldn’t hanker after my lost manho...od. I resented having proved so malleable, but I knew my mind had been manipulated for my long-term benefit. In any case it remained unchanged in most respects. For example, there was a well-stocked library in the compound and I was soon reading or re-reading books, including Dostoevsky’s Crime and Punishment, to which I now related in a new way. There was. Itne mein sapna boli ki mujhe bhul gye tum..Me: nahi jan ek baar is nanhi pari ki chut swaad chak le fir tumhari chut fadte h..Maine fir se sanjana pe concentrate kiya.. Uska makhmali naadan sangmarmar sa rang mujhe bahut uttejit kar raha tha..Maine uski spaghetti utar di usne niche white color ka na lena tha..Maine dheere se uski bra hook b khola or bade pyar se unhe dabane laga.. Uski siskariya tej hone lagi thi.. Wo mmmm aaahhhhhh ohhhh oohhhh aaaaahhh mmm kar rahi thi…Mein dheere se uske. ”Reaching into her bag Wishes handed me a thick pastel pink envelope.“Here better use one of these just in case you start soon.”Taking the package I gave Wishes a quick kiss.“Thanks hun, I’ll be right out, okay?”“Okay babe, see you in a minute.” Wishes said and squeezing my arm she walked back to the living room.I looked down at the envelope in my hands and the evening kind of made a bit more sense to me now. My more assertive lovemaking, the strange edgy feeling, the irritation at apparently. So I enjoyed my blood during a nice hot shower. Have I mentioned how nice it is having my own place? I can take my time in the mornings and not have to rush.Breakfast was nice. Mom cooked again. It was good, surprisingly. Who knew Mom could cook? While we ate we filled them in on our week. The Pest has been hanging around the pool with Lana the company. She says she might be able to get on the "Letter Girls." Ugh. How revolting. Gandma and Grandpa said that they'd come to the games and watch.