Quickly, the new teacher takes notice and is suddenly staying on the left side of the room; the best side for viewing a small part of my cock that is ...hanging loosely out of my pants leg. Her stare is so intense that I avert my eyes. And, there is miss sex-pot-show-it-all-to-teachers turned around in her seat looking at my hanging cock. Before I can close my legs she throws me a kiss and I don't know what's going on any more.I have done what my mom told me not to do and I am ashamed. At lunch. I guess I am at a loss to figure out my true feelings and emotions. The satisfaction I get from the self-gratification is earth-shattering and if Ronny only knew how much he meant to me, I reasoned he would become my lover.That's how my dreams transpired until one day my closest friend got me talking. Jane knew me well enough to know that something was bothering me and pestered me until I told her all about Ronny. Time and time again she probed into my subconscious mind until she knew every. " Ok, let's go."I was so proud of him; I knew he was scared, but he was going to stick it out and battle his fears.On the way down, I glanced over at him when I could, he was a little pale, but he was watching the road with me all the way.When we got down to the desert; I grabbed his hand, kissed it and said,"That's it; we're in the valley now. You did real good, I'm proud of you." When we get to your house, I think I'm going to have to change my shorts."We both laughed, the tension broken.The. She got ready with some rich attire for the wedding and asked me to accompany her to the wedding. I said I don’t look good and I don’t have an equal look for her beauty to come with her. She kissed me and said to take rest in the room until she comes back.She asked me to order whatever I need and don’t worry about the bill. She called the room service and told them to hold the bill until she checked out. After she left I had wine and food. She came back in 2 hours. She was already drunk. She.