I’m far from being any kind of teacher for what you’re probably thinking of, but I can at least get you started. I’ll help you find your totem b...east. It is an animal that you share a strong connection with, even if you don’t realize it. Not everyone has one though. The presence of a totem beast and the ability to use shamanism can happen randomly, but like all magic, affinity usually comes from the parents. In Handent and Vandheim, you’ll find clans where each individual has the same totem. Or so I thought. The day after that night I called around noon and asked to meet again when she replied that something had come up suddenly and that she had to be busy at work for a couple of days. So I let her be for the weekend and called her again early the next week. The fact that she hadn’t called might have been a red flag but I guess I was still drunk with her performance that night that it didn’t just click. When she picked up the phone after about four rings her voice sounded distant. I felt my cock start to elevate again as soon as her hand took me but I wanted more of her first. She kept hold of me while I sat up and rubbed her belly with my hand. Her eyes closed as I brought my hands to her breasts, feeling their firmness and searching out her nipples with my fingers. Elena’s eyes stayed closed and she kept her hand around my cock. Squeezing one nipple hard, I bent over and took it in my mouth and let my other hand slide down between Elena’s legs. I was just beginning to. I want to be your slut, your whore… whatever you want me to be. I just want to be yours, Tommy. I want us to pick up where we left off too - that was the happiest time of my life and I would love to get that back. Thank you for being honest about your feelings for me too - I appreciate that. Yes, I understand you can’t say those 'three little words’ and I can’t either. But you, Tommy Andrews, you are very VERY important to me.”I took the woman in my arms and held her close. I did care very much.