Not all sexual but all sound like so much fun. I look forward to coming home from work each night in anticipation of his next note. It’s almost like... a game to him now each note more intense then the last. Last Mondays note he asked me to not masturbate at all this week and he would do the same. It has been tough to not come home from work and unwind with a glass of wine and my thoughts of him and not touch myself. I reach my elevator and step into it dropping my purse and my coat. I see a note. I was in practice clothes when Mom got home and told her that I needed to eat quickly so I could go to 'Big League' practice. She was as excited as I was when I told her of the phone call. This was something I had wanted, but you had to wait to be invited to the 'Big League', and now I finally had the chance.They put me through a lot of infield practice at second, short, and third, and then concentrated on having me play second. We had a scrimmage, and then some batting practice. They had two. Here she was, offering me her virginity, and offering to take mine. It might be a long time before I had another opportunity like this. But it was all so sudden; having sex with anyone, to say nothing of Ellen herself, hadn't been in my mind at all, until only a few minutes ago. But then. . .What the hell am I thinking, I chided myself. She wants to have sex with me! She's been fantasizing about me! She's sitting here in front of me half a millimeter from naked! How thick do I need to be?I. As we rode through town I couldsee our reflections in the shop windows, shit we did look hot, like acouple of very sexy chicks on a bike. Bloody hell I started to get a hardon and there wasn't much room for it in this outfit. Bloody hell!I realised that I hadn't checked the fuel before leaving and there isn'ta petrol station on the coast road until you get up to the roadhouse. Wewere approaching a gas station so I pulled in. I explained to Lauren andwe got off and checked the tank, as we were.