The whole practiced procedure took about 5 mins to complete, putting myself into self bondage was something I did regularly, I could either make it so... I could slowly release one hand or make it so I am inescapable having to be released by someone else. The psychological difference between the two was huge. Being able to get free you know in the back of your mind that you can get out albeit slowly, not being able to free yourself brings in a fear side which pumps the adrenaline, raises the. I just stared at her hoping she could read my mind. This had to end, that much was clear.“I’m going for a shower.” That was it. I expected her to get the message that it was over from my body language and those few words. Hoping that by the time I returned she’d have left. I walked into the bathroom closing the door behind me, leaving Emma alone in my bedroom. I let the hot water cascade down over me, soothing my tired muscles. I imagined Emma watching me close the door and then. My cunt gripping his cock as he took slow long down strokes. I felt bottomed out as his balls hit my legs. My legs shaking again as my orgasm built. John " You like your nigger cock. "His started pumping faster, leaving four or five inches inside before ramming down thirteen again. Each stroke making my body shake and butterflies turn in my stomach. John " I asked you a question bitch, tell me you want this nigger cock. "Me screaming " Ahhhh..... Ahh.. g-gooo.. G-oooddddd.... I... waaaant.... It's getting juicy and fat so I gotta put another finger in you. I know you feel that cause you begin to work your hips while its in you. Goddamn your wetness, and your hips gyrating just turns me on more. My mouth waters to the thought of tasting your sweet nectar, so I take my two fingers that were in you and lick them, then put it in your mouth slowly, so you can taste how good you are, but I know that you already know you taste so good. Tasting you, I couldn't help but start my way down..