The wedding turned out to be a very nice affair, the bride and groom very happy, tea and cakes in the garden afterwards, sun shining, and beautiful gr...een lawns. I pass the time after the ceremony making small talk with various guests and relatives, my delightful butterfly floats past, gracing me with a soft kiss on the cheek, but giving me no indication as to whether last week was a one off. Some time passes, champagne comes out and people mingle happily together. I end up playing with some. The effect of all threetogether is just stunning! I finish up my make-up with some blush andsome fresh face powder. On goes my black page style shoulder length wig.I look in the mirror, and I'm very happy with the way I look. Staringback at me in the mirror is a properly made up sissy slut, ready orwhatever Mistress Alison may have in store for me.Per Mistress' instructions, I finish off my look with my pearl earrings,choker, and bracelets. The pearls look so fabulous with my maids outfit.I. Is Dr. Smart available?’ ‘Sure. Hold on.’ The receptionist maintained her professionalism even though she heard the sobs in the background and the misery in Sam’s voice. ‘This is Dr. Smart.’ ‘Hey Dr. Smart. This is Sam Shuffield.’ ‘How are you feeling Sam?’ ‘Not good. Not good at all.’ ‘Come to the office. I am free all morning.’ ‘OK.’ Sam put on a T-shirt and jeans. He slowly trudged to his car with his head down. He hoped Dr. Smart could help him or at least understand him. Thirty minutes. My second husband came into my life at that time. He was the complete opposite of what I thought that I wanted. He would never lay a hand on me even if I begged him to but he did not mind tying me up and sexually torturing me till I was begging him for release. I once again pushed my true nature aside letting it fester under the surface.I can’t honestly say that I wasn’t happy with Butch my second husband because that would be lying. He was my soul mate. He made me happy and taking care of him.