I hear his sturdy voice from inside: "Come in!" I open the door and there he is, sitting behind his desk, with a rather horny smile on his face."Hallo... Marcus." Valerie," he replies, while standing up.He takes my hand, spins me around while looking at me from head to heels and then kisses my neck and lips. Then he moves back to his chair and as he sits down, he pulls me to the edge of his desk in front of him.As if in a slow-motion movie scène, he starts by letting me sit on his desk, lifting my. ”Zack and I had been together a couple of times since Conrad, and we always seem to be talking about Conrad after each of our bedroom playtime. I was starting to feel guilty about my husband. Fred was wanting me less and that was unusual. He was traveling quite a bit, but I didn't mind as it gave me more time to be with Zack.Our next get-together, Conrad would be there. I really didn't mind him watching and I really liked his limited participation. I imagined he was a very hot man in his time.. "Thanks, and if I may say so, you're the best Mommy a girl could everhope for," I told her sincerely. I felt what was left of my own sanityslipping away. At the moment, I didn't care. I loved this woman who'ddone her best for me with all my heart. I bade her goodnight and made myway upstairs.Staring at my image in the bathroom mirror, I was unsure as to what I'dbecome. Was I John, or was I Joan? I wondered whether I'd ever be sure.I couldn't tear my gaze away. No, it wasn't because I was in. I had one hand about to touch my breast and fondle myself. I quickly dropped my hand to my side. Ron got up, approached me, and handed me my credit card, which I slipped into my pocket. I did not know what to say and was even a little apprehensive of what Ron might do after he kissed me on the cheek.I heard Ron echo my words back to me, “Have fun and don’t get caught.” He walked out of his bedroom and shut the door.I was surprised by Ron’s reaction to my spying. I hesitated for almost 30.